#sambastian forever

[crispyanonart]

Dearest Crispy,

re: the Sambastian old man yaoi fanart you blessed us with, do you have any more headcanons about them? Any backstory? Anything else please Im tweaking lmao

WELL BABES

Obviously this thing was mainly born following my proclivities - that said, the lore would be this:

Sebastian and Sam are childhood friends, everyone in town knows they are attached by the hip, and in my mind they are bound to grow up and old together - maybe they had some struggles and fall outs in their relationships, especially early on (I already wrote it somewhere, but my main headcanon for them is that at some point, as teenagers, they didn't even speak to each other because the feelings where too complicated, but eventually fell back together like puzzle pieces) but yeah, ultimately they are soulmates and are sooo getting married.

Then, since happiness seems to be my ultimate kink, I thought about them finding success in their work life which is one of the things that SDV is actually lacking for the marriage candidates also because with each other's support, once they get into a serious relationship and move in together, they WOULD be thriving and flourishing all around.

That's why I thought about Seb possibly becoming some big tech guy (hence the Steve Jobs turtle neck) but his passion would still be game developing so he would eventually go back to it, and get some recognition too (finally. Also he's not working from the basement anymore). For Sam the obvious route would be that of a successful musician, but thinking about his more nurturing side (like how he reveals himself in game once you have kids and suddenly he's taking care of everything) I actually pictured him more as someone investing and helping young artists, maybe writing lyrics and music for them, and he would perform only on rare occasions (he would enjoy his jam sessions at Gus' but only if Seb and Abby are joining him).

I think that because of their jobs they would alternate living in Zuzu City, to attend work and social events and meetings, and coming back to Pelican Town seasonally. (Side note: Maru would be living full time in the city being the girl in stem that she is, and her and the guys would always bring home some sick gadgets for Vincent).

Look-wise, the long hair on both of them are once again purely a preference of mine 🗿 I also figured Sebastian would start having a healthier lifestyle so he would be more buff and filled in (he had to start working out seriously or his health would have given up on him after all the hours hunched on his screens) His style would still be mostly all black but less Hot Topic and more Rick Owens, more minimal and cool as he is - but he would keep the gauges.

Sam, in my European mind, is the ultimate American Boy, but like in an 80ies kinda way, therefore as a dilf grown man who works in the music industry I HAD to give him the country outfit, with the golden buckled belt and the (not pictured) boots. Again, my perception of that might be swayed but it seemed like a nice transition from the more chaotic punkish/skater boy style he had when he was younger. Also he kinda looks like Kent but with sweeter, softer expressions, and the beard was just a necessity at this point.

OVERALL I'm way more invested in this that I thought I would be when I first conceived it, and not just because they are hot 🤠

also in case someone wanna see them having adult fun.. x & x

[basement-creature]

DID I JUST HALLUCINATE THAT ENTIRE FIC??

IT DOESN'T EXIST. I CANT FIND IT

THAT BITCH WAS LIKE 10000 WORDS IT TOOK ME ALMOST 2 HOURS TO READ I WANTED TO PUKE WHEN I FINISHED IT BC I FELT LIKE I TRAVELED THROUGH 15 YEARS OF TIME

WHERE IS IT

[benjineedssleep]

would y'all want me to post the puppy sam(bastian) smut i wrote when i finish it even though it's not really Great or Cohesive??? idk i've been thinking about just throwing it as is into the ether that is ao3 esp because it's just about 2k words. like it exists fr fr

[onetiny-inkdropuniverse]

THISSS

it made me think of sambastian immediately haha

original:

[sammysmythe]

@simplysmythe alice on the random chance you ever see this!!!!! you can find me @evansrps or @cryptidspace xoxo

[crispyanonartnsfw]

frisky bath house sambastian yall // btw it's been a while since I've done some canon age Sambastian art and I had this almost-ready wip laying around since forever, so I felt compelled to finish it.

[llavender-honeyy]

࿇˚࿔ adding sam to the bedroom…

⟢ genre ; pure smut [legit no plot]

⟢ pairing ; est. relationship seb x afab!reader ft. sam [MMF]

⟢ wc ; 1.9k

⟢ summary ; you and sebastian find out what its like to bring sam into the picture

⟢ warnings ; written in 2nd person; they/them pronouns for reader; explicit smut [piv & anal]; bottom reader; cucking; threesome; masturbation; a bit of dumbification; mentions of oral [m&f receiving], public sex, [noncon] voyeurism, & fingering [m receiving]

⟢ a/n ; theres a billion sambastian cucking/threesome fics and all im doing is adding to the pileeee <3 also im reposting bc of some... difficulties..... >_<

byf & dni | navi

starts under the cut !

you weren't sure whether you should focus on the panted whimpers and moans huffing down your neck or the resounding wet slaps that accompany the hips fucking quick humps up into your weepy hole.

both turned your mind to mush–dizzying and altogether overwhelming despite the night only having just started. your hand digs into the blonde mop of hair next to your head and grips hard as you drag his mouth closer to your skin, your legs clamping around his waist and digging sharply with your heels into his lower back. and for a moment sam’s hips stutter and his breath gets caught in a hiccup–

“shit…” sebastian’s low swear catches your attention and you roll your head to the left, meeting his eyes first then flicking down to see his cock in hand, swollen and tip red already,  “startin’ off fast, sam–fuck,” he sucks in a breath through his teeth and you realize then that his hand is matching the pace of the blonde’s eager thrusts. fast and desperate as they are, his hand is a blur squeezing the entire thick of it, up and down, up and down.

the burning in your core burns brighter at the sight–looking fondly over your boyfriend’s dick and just wishing he was close enough so that you could feel him down your throat, let him use you to get off like he usually would.

“god–don’t do th-that–” sam’s breathless, desperate and his words pour directly into your ear, “they get so tight,” you think he was saying that to seb, but you’re not even sure if he heard from how muffled his voice is against your neck. sebastian hums in his throat and for a moment you don’t hear much else from him other than the slick pumps of his hand.

“y’know that means they like it,” he says in a strained tone like he really should have known. he curses again under his breath before continuing, “they’ve been dreaming of this day for– fuck– forever,” a hot flush washes over your body and your cheeks singe with a similar embarrassed flush. he’d admitted it so easily, one of your closest kept secrets, and you were able to feel sam’s reaction more than hear one as he fucks into you harder and grips hard enough to leave bruises on your hips like he had to prove he deserved to be there drilling into your pussy on his best friend’s bed.

“seb– sam, sammy–!” your head falls back against the pillow just as you go to tell off your boyfriend, getting easily cut off by your own moan when sam’s calloused guitar hands angle your hips juuust right, “d-don’t, mmh n-no,” that train of thought flies past just as quickly as you went to speak–but they both find it so cute how you stutter and sputter over words. as cute as getting your mind turned to mush by someone you both call a friend can be; cute in a way that almost turns them dizzy and makes them both impossibly harder.

as he chuckles in disbelief sam manages to fish his face from its place against your neck, “wha.. really?” and once he sees the faraway look in your eyes he needs to tear his own away, favoring instead to watch where he disappears between your legs.

“yeah… mmf– not just them though,” if sebastian wasn’t careful he was sure he could cum already. he was usually one to hold out for long, but fuck, watching how someone else humps your mind into emptiness practically gave him whiplash from how turned on it’s made him.

“you wouldn’t be here if i didn’t also want you here,” his voice cracks with a rumbling groan before he uses the tight ring he’s created with his fist to hold firm on the base of his cock, “but i also know that– that you aren’t far behind whenever we mess around,” and he knows he’s hit the nail on the head when he spots that familiar raging pink blush on sam’s ears.

“isn’t that right?”

but sam doesn’t respond at first. he drops his chin to his chest and avoids all eye contact–but his eyes are wide open and he doesn’t know whether to rejoice or coil into a flustered ball because he’s right.

because he isn’t far behind when you two excuse yourselves from the saloon early just to spot you through the glass of the storage room doors with cock down your throat. or when he couldn’t find you two anywhere during the luau just to hear the rustling of grass and brush and spotting you getting fucked up the trunk of a tree in the thicket separating the beach and town. even when sam had swung by your farmhouse early one day to let you know about the band’s first show later that day and decided to peek through your window first to make sure you were in, only to peer through the open curtains and meet eyes with sebastian whose tongue was flicking diligently at your clit–but that’s not all. when it happened, he only doubled down, pressing at the backs of your thighs to push your knees to your chest and kept that same unwavering eye contact with sam as he licked a fat stripe from your weepy hole back up to your budding clit.

and shit–he’d have been crazy not to get off on it. every single time.

he’d have been crazy not to pet at the tent in his suddenly tight jeans, or imagine what you would taste like on his own tongue, or feel like wrapped around him, or the sounds you’d make for him. even going as far as to picture himself in your place; with his friend’s cock lodged down his throat or his tongue licking at his hole– just how deep would sebastian sink into his prepped ass? if he gets out of his fantasies and lets the night continue, he’ll get his answer.

“fuck… yeah,” sam whines from high in his throat and the sound would’ve caught you off guard if you didn’t see his brows knit together and mouth fall open just a second before. in the space between sebastian’s words and sam’s… response? seb had gotten up on the bed just behind sam, but not before grabbing a few choice items.

“‘yeah’?” the lighthearted mock huffs down sam’s neck as he leans up behind him–practically on his back and peering over his shoulder and his hips stutter again as a result, eventually slowing to a barely-there grind, “don’t need to be so shy, sammy.. why don’t you slow down for me a sec.”

as of late, people have had a habit of underestimating sebastian. low-balling their idea of his future plans and goals, guessing he’d never find a partner if he kept staying in his mom’s basement, betting he’ll never even move out of said basement; you were no exception, having fallen prey to that same mistake yourself.

you had the fortune of being the first person to bed sebastian. and you imagined over and over what was possibly hiding in his pants, it probably had to be just average, right? hell, he hadn’t even known what was average, or big, or small, and certainly not which category his own dick fit into. oh, but no… whatever you pictured had been just under the mark–picture it just a bit longer, a bit thicker–and you’re sure sam’s picturing it too as it rests between the fat of his ass.

his hips stopped with his cock halfway inside of you, frozen in place to match the cold of the condom and lube at his tailbone. he feels sebastian’s arms near his sides but his hands plant themselves below your knees and start lifting them towards your chest.

“hold right there, sam,” like an obedient puppy he quickly follows the instruction, slotting his hands into place as one of sebastian’s slide just below his, the other going back out of his view. but he doesn’t stop there, he leans himself harder against sam’s back, in turn deepening the angle of your hips and bending sam further at his, “now stay just like that..”

its almost unbearable in this position–sheathed halfway into your gummy hole that he can feel pulsing around him, and the tremble in your thighs from being forced into such a position while his thickness rubs just slightly at all those weak spots inside you. suddenly he feels the blunt tip of sebastian’s cock at his backside and he sucks in a breath.

“pfft, relax for me, dude,” sebastian chuckles but its low and rumbling and right at sam’s ear. just to keep from moaning he has to return the chuckle and consciously tries to relax his muscles, “..y’good?”

sam’s mind is racing a million miles a minute, and for a moment he can’t believe he’s actually sandwiched between the two people he’s been using as jerk off material for months–now knowing what pussy has turned sebastian drunk and about to find out what the dick you can never wait to find privacy for feels like. he nods loosely and forgets for a moment that he needs to verbalize it,

“yeah– yeah, m’good,” he swallows thickly but a small, yet still bashfully excited smile beams down at you that he hopes gets conveyed through his words, “y’can go ahead..”

and despite just giving the go-ahead, his shoulders still tense as sebastian’s cock finally breaches the tight ring of his ass and he gets further squeezed between you two. eyes shut and brows furrowed, he thinks thank fuck he had the pleasure of eating out your sweet cunt before getting to the main event because if he hadn’t, he wouldn’t have been stretched and scissored by sebastian’s damned piano fingers rubbing languidly at his walls while he did so. at the time he blushed at the thought–but he’s so glad he gave in. nothing could ever compare to being able to lap at your folds and having seb’s fingers jammed up against his prostate, all while his hips humped mindlessly at the mattress and he lost himself between your legs.

even still, he’s not sure anything could have prepared him for that extra bit of thickness and length that he never expected.

“oh– fuck,” his voice strains and you feel the crescent of his nails dig into your skin. your eyes flutter as the press of both men’s bodies and hands gets more and more oppressive, just in time to see the bob of sam’s throat and seb’s dark squinted eyes peering directly over his shoulder to watch your expressions.

your breath catches and you feel almost self-conscious under his watchful gaze–you weren’t sure what it was you were feeling but it kept you from tearing your eyes away even as both his hands found home at the backs of your thighs and groped shamelessly at the plush.

the sweetest little cry of seb’s name rings from your throat but sam shudders at the sound and the accompanying clamp of your cunt around him. he loses his breath for a moment when he realizes this is the moment all his questions get answered–that after this day, he won’t need to wonder what anything he’s experienced thus far might feel like–he’s lived it. he’ll get to remember what he’s spent most of the night memorizing, what you sound and feel like beneath him, what it’s really like under sebastian’s thorough touch–

and when he opens his eyes and sees you looking directly past him, to the eyes just over his shoulders… fuck, just the thought of it has him throbbing in your tight wet heat. his arms almost fail to keep him up knowing he’s for sure getting the treatment you usually would at the end of sebastian’s cock.

⟢ a/n ; sorry if the ending felt kind of abrupt–i thought it was an okay place to stop bc i considered the fact i haven’t written smut in a long time so i didn’t want to get in over my head and end up drowning >_<;.. im easing into it..!! also pls lmk if i should be tagging warnings on the post as well as at the top, cuz idk if ppl do it much anymore...

anywayz, tysm for reading.. <3

[obsessed-with-fake-men]

Masterlist

Below are my fics and my tags in case you're craving specific Seb art and don't want to scroll my whole blog :)

Sebastian Stardew Valley | Jeremy Frazier Beetlejuice

MDNI

🔥- smut 🖤- fluff

Please be sure to read the content warnings below. Have fun!

Fics

🔥 forever - (Beetlejuice Jeremy)

when your cute next door neighbor falls into your life, you figure what’s the harm in flirting a little? If only you knew what Jeremy had planned…

tw: nsfw, mdni, stalking/peeping, mentions of physical harm, masturbation

🔥 looking at you - (Beetlejuice Jeremy)

when your movie date with Jeremy doesn't go how he planned, he has you put on a private show...not that you know he's pulling the strings

tw: nsfw, mdni, dubcon, stalking/peeping, mutal(?) masturbation, he calls you a slut

🔥His Hoodie - (SDV Sebastian)

You looked cold so Sebastian let you borrow his hoodie, he didn’t know how much he’d like seeing you in it.

tw: nsfw, mdni, smut, p in v sex, unprotected sex, mentions of cigarettes, pet names

🔥Under His Desk - (SDV Sebastian)

After you and Sebastian get interrupted, you decide to take matters into your own hands…and mouth.

tw: nsfw, mdni, smut, p in v sex, oral male receiving, unprotected sex

🔥After His Show - (SDV Sebastian)

After seeing the band play a gig in the city, you ride back to town on Seb’s motorcycle. But, you get a little distracted along the way…

tw: nsfw, mdni, smut, p in v sex, unprotected sex, mentions of cigarettes, pet names, semi-public sex, oral male receiving

Headcanons

🖤he’s sebastian, of course….

Tags

they're gonna be pretty self explanatory

.pierced seb - this one is for extra piercings

.bike seb - an emo boy and his bike

.sambastian - bffls

.dilf seb - we can call him daddy

.smoking seb - makes cancer look good

.frog seb - idk maybe y'all really like the frogs

.shirtless seb - if you're here, you're horny

.fave - my favorites :)

[ireallyliketalldarksultrymen]

im bored soooooo

ough there’s probably a lot more but the poll would be a bit too long methinks

[katyobsesses]

Assigning Glee Couples (or characters) to Red (tv) songs

State of Grace

Faberry

Red

Klaine

Trecherous

Puckurt, Barolebeth

I Knew You Were Trouble

Puckurt, Quick, Puckelberry, Jarley

All Too Well

Kurtbastian, Brittana

22.

The ND girls in whatever iteration you want

I Almost Do

Klaine

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

Klaine, Jarley, Fuinn

Stay Stay Stay

Hevans

The Last Time

Klaine, Finchel, Jarley, Quick, Fuinn (basically all the couples that cheated)

Holy Ground

Jarley, Samcedes

Sad Beautiful Tragic

Faberry vibes

The Lucky One

Rachel, Mercedes, Marley

Everything Has Changed

Kurtbastian, Seblaine, basically any Sebastian ship (because of the green eyes and freckles) Faberry

Starlight

Tike, Jarley

Begin Again

Samcedes

The Moment I Knew

Klaine, Jarley

Come Back... Be Here

Finchel, Klaine, Brittana, Samcedes

Girl At Home

Kitty/Jake, Bree/Jake (this was a hard one idk)

Ronan

Kurt and his mom (but, like, roles reversed... sorry I'm crying too)

Better Man

Finchel, Rachel/Brody, Kurtbastian

Nothing New

Rachel, St. Berry

Babe

Jarley

Message In A Bottle

Hevans, Kurtofsky, Faberry

I Bet You Think About Me

Kurtbastian, Sambastian

Forever Winter

Quick

Run

Puckurt

The Very First Night

Klaine

If you want me to explain any of these feel free to drop me an ask and i will ramble about my reasons - this was harder than i thought it would be though, especially since a lot of them are break up songs and it feels a bit weird assigning couples to break up songs...

Fucking love this album though!

[pixelatedfarmhouse]

This is exactly why I modded out their bachelor statuses; I just can't bring myself to break these boys up.

On Saturdays after marrying Sam, Sebastian just goes and hangs out in Sam’s old room…. without Sam….. poor Sebby :(

[benjineedssleep]

okay. so forever ago my friend @itslc123 sent me an ask about origami angel and how their discography relates to sam (and sebastian and subsequently sambastian). it was just about songs but i feel like... some context was required so that post didn't end up 18 pages long. so here we are! here's your context XD

sam's voice

first things first, his voice. i don't often have voice claims or anything for fictional characters, but i thought a lot about sam's for some reason (...say nothing) and i came to the conclusion sam's singing voice would sound like ryland heagy (origami angel's lead singer). one of my headcanons has always been that his voice is a little higher than you'd expect and ever so slightly whiny, so paired with the fact i headcanon him to be into midwest and fifth wave emo, i thought this would fit him well! it's not too sweet, the vocal range isn't vast, and it's just the right amount of wonky and spontaneous. originally i had been looking to see if any metalcore artists would fit him but not only do i think that wouldn't be his music taste, but they're too perfect for sam and he's always been a perfectly imperfect kinda guy to me. intentionally fucked up in the most hot mulligan ass way. if you want an example of his singing voice i heavily recommend viral for something upbeat, greenbelt station for something softer, and if you want to hear what he might sound like screaming listen to [spoons rattling]!!! for those who want a bit of all three check out notice hehe :D

sam's lyrical style

even before i had my sam-is-a-midwest-and-fifth-wave-emo-enjoyer headcanon i knew that his general lyrical style would be fun and silly. he's going to make a million and one references to his favorite games and tv shows, places he's been, his friends, where he grew up, you get the point. he's of course going to have heavier songs like about kent being away at war throughout his childhood and his unintentional parentification, but even then i think he tries to keep them a bit playful, full of banter. i think most of the super deep songs he writes he keeps to himself because he has this "if i don't laugh i'll cry" and "gotta make sure no one knows i'm falling apart" attitude. but that's for another headcanon post.

with that said i think sam's lyrical style perfectly fits that of origami angel. just check out some of these quotes and tell me i'm wrong /silly

I know it's a little bit late for fast food And it's raining like a goddamn monsoon But I haven't seen you in days And someone has gotta snap you outta this phase Because you're sad, alone, and no one's home And it doesn't have to be that way So just call my home from your mobile phone And you already know what to say All you need to do is call me And I'll take Kenilworth Avenue to 193 And we can get fries under dark stormy skies And blow the thunder and lightning away I'll text you when I'm on my way I'll do anything that it takes, drive-thru the thunder and rain So we can fill up both of our water cups With Dr. Pepper and then act like we paid It'll be okay - 24 Hr Drive-Thru (Somewhere City)

it's a very sam and seb song if you ask me. but that's for the other post. it'll genuinely be the first one i talk about trust me XD see also:

That guy with the best fucking friends (that's me!) They make me feel loved and they make me happy I could live my whole life And never try to be the epitome of what you think is pretty Wouldn't it be nice to look Like I'm a movie star? Honestly, I don't wanna be And my life feels up to par So I don't need your standard of you For me to feel like I'm the best of version of me that you could see I feel that already There's nothing you could do or say To make me feel some type of way I've heard it all before You're eight years late neutragena spektor (gami gang)

i could put more but i genuinely think you guys get the point here. oh! actually! let's talk about THE WHOLE ASS POKÉMON EP THEY HAVE and the fact that it's like... the most referenced piece of media in their discography. also. i often write sam + co to be 90s kids so i just think it fits. instead of pokémon tho i really think it would be sonic. you have to rip the sam sonic enjoyer headcanon from my cold dead hands actually. it 100% was his biggest hyperfixation as a kid and it still holds a massive spot in his heart.

so... is goblin destroyer actually origami angel?

perhaps... if i had to pick a band goblin destroyer would be, i really do think it would be origami angel. i say it all the time, i know, but this is also the post for that SO YOU GET TO HEAR IT AGAIN--

it's not perfect for ass trio but it is perfect for sam. even so, you can still see aspects of seb and abby within the band and there are plenty of small changes that could be made that would really lock it in. like i think goblin destroyer would genre hop like crazy! they would do all kinds of experimentation as they find their sound, yes, but also sometimes just putting out a random song you absolutely would not expect once they have a semi-consistent sound.

i also think you could tell who worked the most on certain songs. they all get their own kind of shine time on their albums and eps. for example, you might get a super loud and drum heavy song as a result of abby taking control. i'm thinking maybe something like XD gale of darkness. if seb takes control, you might get some very sebastian lyrics or things that are a bit more technical. maybe something like bossa nova corps in terms of technicality. there are definitely some other songs that fit what i'm describing way better but this is what comes to the top of my head.

also can we talk about the often ridiculous names they have for their song titles? goblin destroyer would be the kind of band to do that. there's no way they're sitting there trying to come up with something eloquent. their song titles are either the first thing that came to sam's head or something witty and ridiculous (see: bed bath & batman beyond).

okay! i think that's all lovely humans! i might have some more thoughts later but this is all for now. i really love origami angel and i really love sam so i don't think any of you should be surprised how interconnected they are to me. i can barely separate the two if i'm being honest. they're like a package deal XD

anyways i hope you liked this post and if you did be sure to check out the ask i answered for more of my brainrot X3

[gleelistrp]

Welcome to the GLEE LIST RP !! Thank you so much for applying to the group, DAISY.  We are extremely excited to have you playing, SEBASTIAN SMYTHE and bringing them to our dash. After reading over your audition, we think THE IMPASSIVE, will totally fit them. However, if you aren’t so sure of that we can gladly discuss a change. You have also successfully earned the base point level of 100 points !!

        GRANT GUSTIN is now taken and has 0 slots open.

You’ve got 48 HOURS to get your characters page ready and don’t forget to look over the GUIDE. Remember to have fun and never hesitate to come to us if you have questions, comments, concerns or even ideas !

Out Of Character Information.

Name/Alias: Daisy Age: 27 Timezone: EST Activity Level: Probably an 8/9, I’m online almost everyday for a number of hours at a time. Anything Else: That is definitely an idea we will be using in the future! Thanks for that :)

In Character Information

Desired Character: Sebastian Alexander Smythe Ships: Huntbastian, Sambastian, Chemistry Anti-Ships: Sebastian/Females, Forced. Age/Grade: 16/sophomore Sexuality: Homosexual Traits: Arrogant, Promiscuous, Reckless, Loyal, Intelligent, Adaptable Relationship Status: Single Label: The Impassive. Secrets: TW sexual abuse of a minor, self-hatred, self harm (by means of compliance to physical violence)

Sebastian was always a wild child, reckless and carefree in all his exploits, but a particular moment in time has stayed with him forever. Scarring him indelibly, and leaving him with a feeling of emptiness he’s yet to fill. It all began when a 14 year old Sebastian, desperate for affection and attention from his nearly absent parents went out of his way to grab it from them - by any means possible. While his twin brother Parker was content to blend in, to be obedient and gain attention through positive action, Sebastian had always bent to trouble, truly a believe in the the old say ‘there's not such thing as 'bad’ attention’. On this particular occasion, Sebastian, having just come into his own, out and proud and looking for release he found hard to find in others his age, found it in a particular co-worker of his fathers, an older man, married and one who had a reputation for having a temper. The plan was simple, flirt and tempt, just enough to get his fill and make sure the message was relayed back to his parents. Only he soon found out he was in over his head, and left violated, feeling foolish and alone. This event marked the start of Sebastian’s downhill spiral, the once vibrant young man turning to something far more cynical, masking his fear and emptiness with sarcasm and biting words that threatened to hurt anyone that got to close. It’s a secret he still holds close determined to take it to his grave.

Sebastian has always been the one with all the answers. From a young age he knew who he was and what he wanted and he was confident and assertive enough to go out and grab it. That’s always followed him through life, although lately, they question of who exactly he is has begun to nag at him. Goals, aspirations, dreams. It seems as though everyone around him has them, he on the other hand lacks direction in his life. At first it was the little things, not knowing what career to pursue - which wasn’t a big deal at 15 - but lately it’s turned into more, and Sebastian’s been feeling as though the ground is slipping out from under him and spinning out of control and there's no way for him to stop it. Add onto that Sebastian’s feelings of inadequacy and a self hatred that’s rooted deep in his core and he was well on his way to self destruction. That was when he began to look for ways to regain that control and joined the very rumored and little known Dalton Academy Fight Club. It was almost a joke at first, a way for him to make fun of the losers that would take part in something so neanderthalic. But one fight, one rush of adrenaline from the raw power that came with winning a fight and he was hooked. He knows it’s stupid and dangerous, but he’s been showing up with more and more mysterious bruises riddling his body and his excuses aren’t going to cut it for much longer. Still, he keeps going back for more. Determined to come out on top, and lying to himself that this was harmless, just a raw physical need and not something much, much deeper.

Headcanons

Sebastian isn’t someone who has a lot of friends, sure there are acquaintances and peers at school that he may call a friend, even hook ups met at bars or on social media/dating apps. But in reality there is very few people that actually play the role of friend in his life. The foremost being his twin brother Parker. Sebastian likes to play it off, but when it comes to Parker there is no one more important to him. Parker is not just his twin, he’s his soulmate - in that there is no one who understand him like his brother, and there is no one he loves more. For his brother he’d give his life, protecting him no matter what, and hopefully shielding Parker from the evils of the world - though he's not sure he’s succeeded in doing so.

Sebastian was always the child that stood out in the Smythe family. From a young age he stole the show, talented and smart and charming to boot, he was outspoken and passionate and wasn’t afraid to speak his mind, often using colorful expressions and words that both impressed and horrified his parents, nannies and teachers. It was this foundation that his need for attention began, and he soon found music to be one of the best ways to grab it. He excelled with his music direction, singing and dancing came easily too and when he grew into his looks, it only made things far easier. in adolesence Sebastian still enjoys the attention he receives through his music, but his focus has shifted, finding his sexual prowess to be one of, if not the most powerful tool in his arsenal of attention seeking. Sebastian puts a lot of stock into his merit as a sexual being to the point that he finds he holds very little value outside of that, which is why other than sarcasm, his sexuality is his main method of coping, defense and humor.

Because of the environment in which Sebastian as raised, he developed of sense of entitlement that has followed him into his teen years. Deep down he knows that only hard work pays off in the end, but he still expects to get the best of everything simply because he believes he deserves it more than others. He does try to bring himself down to earth, but with so little guidance from authority in his life, there’s very scarcely anything to talk him down when he begins to behave badly or acts like a spoil brat. Sebastian LOVES the finer things in life Expensive food, designer clothes, trips abroad and the exclusivity of being elite and he isn’t afraid to broadcast it via social media, loud biting comments or simply in the clothes he wears, people he associates with or the way he holds himself in the public eye.

[jesstasticvoyage]

favorite ships?

Oh…God. Too many. Like…really. I have too many. We’re talking somewhere in the 20s…. I’m a HUGE chemistry shipper and there are so many which make me flail. However all of them are either with OCs or canon with OCs. 

Readmoring because this list is massive.

Like I love my LEVans, Steirra, SElijah, Slandon and JRyan with @evansrp and my sexy Stax, Snoah, Rytina, MAlec, Trustin, Silia and EvaLynn with @tays-role-plays. Then I have my lovely Jercedes and Travcedes and our new EmAiden with @tsarinakcte and the horribly dysfunctional, yet sexy as hell Cark and Chaleb with @bettycooperwritesx with a nice dash of fluffy Hudlynn on the side. Then with @givemegoddamnwaffles I adore our Chloco, Silia, Glorelei, LuciPhil, Chloezra, Blaison, Mabra, NiaKia, BenCa and I can keep going on and on since we have so many :). Plus there’s the steamy Wolfgang and Dailey with @lollipoprps :D!

The sexy as fuck Willoe with a side of awkwardly hot KYorkie, and adorable Kason with @fionaroleplays and sweet as can be HRider and hot, hot HOT JElla with @elles-rp. Then I’ve got the awesome Samchel, Naley, and Barchie with @sophiabushrps and Sarley, Batt, and Goodlynn with @indiesamevans. With @m-ventimiglias our Ryley and Chleric and DanLoe with @chefdanielkarofsky. Then there’s the adorakably cute and sexy RobAnya with @natatrps4ever And I can’t forget the lovely @magnusbaneofrp with our Ryley and MAsher. Then there’s Sarley, BroLoe and Samya with @sevansandco. Then there’s the intriguing Sambastian with @catsroleplays and the forever lovely Fabrevans with @quintessentialdreamers. And I can’t forget BrArley with @spencerporterwrites :)

I seriously can go on and on and on and on. Plus I have so many new ones that I started this past week that I can tell I’m gonna love to pieces.